(pictures taken by my phone)
Well, I had no idea that I was going to wath president's young performers concert. Since my dad had 2 tickets, I simply followed him to esplanade. And soon enough, I realised what I was going to watch. Which was very shocking to me!! The first shocking thing was realising that Albert Lin was performing. Having an impression of him, I was really really really shocked. Then when I entered, I realised that the president was sitting 3 rows infront of me!! WOW. I think I've never seen him in real life that close. 
The first piece "Musical Toast"by Leonard Bernstein played by sso was quite fun. :) I remembered the part where the sang a phrase "welcome to the concert" almost at the end of the piece.. hehehe. Very shocking too. 
After that item was Erich Wolfgang Korngold violin concert in D major played by Lee Shi Mei. Woww.. I loved that piece!! It's a concert I've never heard before.. something like a hollywood concerto!! Followed by was intermission. I was trying very hard to dodge away from the people I know cause I didn't feel like seeing or talking to anyone. Heh.. 
Nikolai Rimsky-Korsakov piano concerto in C-sharp minor played by Albert Lin was not bad. Actually, I was already half a sleep by that time so I didn't really pay much attention. The last piece was my franz liszt les preludes played by sso. It was sososo cool!! Cause I've never heard a recording of it before!! And the piece was wonderful!! Supersuper!! :) Finally, the concert ended. While I was walking out, I saw someone!! ohno, someone whom I was dreading to see!!! Someone!! Someone!! I can't say who but I can give a clue that that person is a he who is an adult. AHHH!! Why!!! I shouldn't have responded to "Rachel"... and what was my response when I saw him? I gave a quick smile and RAN. As fast as a could. Away. I ran!! I can't believe it. I ran!!
It's not my fault, that person gives me the creeps and bad memories. It's a really complicated feeling. Even was I was sitting in the car, I saw him staring at the car while I was peeking out to see him too. I just feel so sorry.. so guilty. I just can't face him anymore!!! I just want to start a new life and forget about 2007. Horiblehorrible 2007. But the past is the past, it's still history and I can't change it.
Anyway, I'm not in school now! I'm actually at home, resting and doing work. Since my flu hasn't gotten well.. my parents thought I shouls stay at home too! At least I finished strings stuff and cambodia stuff. All I need to do is catch up with my emath and physics and practise violin.. AND VIOLIN!!! AHH! VIOLIN!! I'm suppose to practise 3rd movement of tchaikovsky!! Bad memories, BAD MEMORIES!! I don't want to be reminded of the past!! Why must I play it? I'm playing this piece cause my dad promised me something. He promised to make my dream come true. So yeah, I'll have to practise for the sake of my dream!!
