Sunday, September 14, 2008
I don't want to live anymore. and I have a perfectly good reason for wanting to die. I DIDN'T GET IN THE FINALS. Isn't that great? Fantastic? Wonderful? Now I am proud to say that I'm a perfect failure. Failure in music, failure in studies or basically a failure in everything I do. What went wrong today? I gave my note perfection, my musicality and my best. And yet, everyone else in the world got in except me. If it's the piece that they don't like, then this is just too unfair. I do know already the number of people who hates the piece I play but do I care? I like it and that's my own problem. Music is free everyone should be open minded about different pieces. Just stop being so biased and soooo unfair!!! Where's my justice? Just because my piece is not well liked doesn't mean that the performer is a bad musician. I don't get it. LIfe is unfair. My mom tells me that very often. Life is UNFAIRUNFAIRUNFAIR. What's unfair? And that's LIFE. L. I. F. E. LIFE. If I played badly today, I wouldn't be too upset but you know what? I don't even think I played badly! Everyone was saying that I played very well however, I don't think I can trust anymore comments for the rest of my life. From now on, if someone says I'm smart, it means that I'm stupid. So it applies here. Everyone said I played well. Sooo.. I played badly! It's as simple as that! Well, since everyone has been saying that I play well since my very first performance, it just simply means that I have been playing very badly. Why can't people just tell me that I played badly instead of being sarcastic? It really makes me feel like saying that everyone is a liar but I can't say that right? So it means that my ears have a big problem. I don't want to live anymore. Life is unfair and it's going to get more unfair. If it wasn't for my mom, I think my legs will still be hanging out of the window. Thanks to my new badroom design.

I'll never ever ever understand why I didn't get in to the finals. But for now, it only proves that I'm the louiest person in the whole world!

Yay!

Thank you!

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